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Inexplicable

Thoughts, Ideas, Experiences and Emotions from Quandaries of the Author

Thursday, May 31, 2007

you will always be special to me

letting you go

i guess this was the end for our friendship...

but i hope someday we can fix things that we aren't able to fix right now.

though we end up not in good terms, i want u to know that

i didn't regret anything and as what i'm always telling you, i'm always happy and comfortable with you...

you will be forever "my toyo!"

i will always care and pray for you.

for Glady

I always wanted more from you
than you were willing to give;
So now we've gone our separate ways
each with different lives to live.

The bond will always be there
the friendship always intact;
But the time for us has come and gone
and the pages of time, you can't turn back.

I will always be a friend to you
and wonder how you are;
The smiles and laughter I will remember
and our fights have become painless scars.

Sometimes on those busy days
when you've a thousand things to do;
Please let me glide slowly through your mind
and spend some time with you.

In that quiet moment
when you're surprised to find me there;
Just remember even with the distance between us
I am still someone who cares.

Over It By Katharine McPhee

"Over It"
I'm over your lies,
and I'm over your games.
I'm over you asking me,
when you know I'm not okay.
You call me at night,
and I pick up the phone.
And though you've been telling me,
I know you're not alone.
oh..
That's why(your eyes)
I'm over it(your smile)
I'm over it(realize)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over..
Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel,
read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on,
it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first,
a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..
I'm over your hands,
and I'm over your mouth.
Trying to drag me down,
and fill me with self-doubt.
oh..
That's why,
(your words)I'm over it
(so sure)I'm over it
(I'm not your girl)I'm over it
I'm over itI'm over...
Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel,
read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on,
it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first,
a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..
Don't call,
don't come by,
ain't no use,
don't ask me why,
you'll never change,
there'll be no more crying in the rain.
Wanting you,to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel,
read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on,
it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first,
a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..
I'm so over it....
I'm over it....
Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel,
read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on,
it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first,
a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

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Friday, May 25, 2007

B.S. Hotel and Restaurant Management




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Thursday, May 24, 2007

I Passed!

Thank God I Passed my last 3 Subjects!

ACTG121
ACCOUNTING APPRECIATION FOR NON-ACCOUNTANTS
1.00

MGAC117
MANAGERIAL ACCOUNTING
1.00

PREL102
FOREIGN LANGUAGE 2
2.75

Friday, May 18, 2007

Judgement Day

Today is the Judgement Day, Will i graduate this summer? I REALLY REALLY HOPE SO!

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

I am afraid to loose you

I am afraid to loose you...
whenever i'm holding someone so close to me,
it is when they are wanting to be free,
by choice,
even by no choice
whenever a friend of mine is in need of serious help,
it is when i can't do anything at all,
and sometimes...
i addens up to the burden
I am afraid to loose you,
afraid of loosing someone close to my heart,
afraid of loosing a close friend
I am afraid of loosing you G.

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Monday, May 14, 2007

Wasn't Able To VOTE!

its 8am in the morning when we got to the precint we are assigned to vote, but unfortunately the teachers were not yet there, they arrived at 9:30am but suppostedly 7am, but the worst there is the ballots and ballots boxes are not complete, they said an order was given that ballots and ballot boxes will be hold to municipal hall since there is a commotion there... STUPID EXCUSES! many people wasn't able to cast their vote, many votes are wasted!

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Can I?


My Graduation is near, taking a job abroad is on top of my priority after grad.
But... I don't know if I can leave my dogs, specially Milo.
My heart is breaking whenever I misses him so badly when I was in Ortigas for 3 Months.
How I wish I could bring him anywhere everywhere.

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Sunday, May 13, 2007

Bitch, I'm Not!

I'm Not A Bitch

Like YOU!

I'm Not Having Sex with just anyone, someone or whoever I just met

Specially in Drinking Session,

I don't ditch my friends just because of insecurities,

I don't create stories just to be heard.

I'm Not like YOU!

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Friday, May 11, 2007

Clearer and Better Friendship

It's been a couple of months since I'm being bothered of my relationship with Happy, things are very inexplicable and unpredictable.

I've been thinking so many things, assuming, judging and so on...

But now, atlast he made a clearer statement with our friendship

as he said "masaya ako ng ganito tayo at ayoko masira ang friendship natin"

and that gives a clearer thoughts!

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Thursday, May 10, 2007

my Name in Hangul

I'm studying Hangul this summer, Hangul is Korean Language.

This is my name when translated to Hangul

기독교인 h 데비드
Christian David


I can read, write and say basic hangul words, I also know the alphabet and numbers.

Exactly 5days More.

Friday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday and Friday. The Last Days of my Summer Class... I'm very nervous and anxious with the outcome of my grades... it is the make or break of my carrier...? my future! PLEASE PRAY FOR ME, PLEASE HELP ME GOD! HAVE MERCY!

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

Happy for "Happy" but Sad for "Me"

I'm so glad that Happy was Hired for the Job that many desired to have, but Im a little lonely cause it means that the chances that we can still see each other again becomes so slim... maybe impossible...

I'm planning to apply for the same job but my height is not qualified...

I have lots of other good/ maybe better options but "as of now" i only desire to be with him.

.... Am i selfish?
.... Do I love myself?

.... with the feelings i have right now...

do i deserve to be loved?

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

Isang Tanong: The GMA Senatorial Forum Part2

As i watched the Part 2 of Isang Tanong: The GMA Senatorial Forum; I know all of you will agree to me that VICTOR WOOD gave the best anwer!?! is it right that your running for a senator but you don't know how to answer simple common questions regarding the amendment of the law? Oh MY! I might understand if you can't answer the question if ur just a commoner... but HELLOOO!!!???! Before you desire a seat in the senate... atleast you should know what the position is for and what are the important things to consider, specially if something/someone depends on that.

But i must applaud Cesar Montano for atleast he improve (a bit).

Addition to the Senatoriable I will vote for;

Loren Legarda
Mike Defensor
Kiko Pangilinan
Koko Pimentel

My Vote Also goes to
Joker Arroyo
Ralph Recto

I'm taking for consideration the candidacy of
Ed Angara
Manny Villar