ME

i don't know what's going on with me, i've been thinking a lot, feeling so many emotions..., i feel that i'm not who i am this past few weeks. I do things which I usually don't, though just simple things, still, i feel so weird! but not insane! OK!?!

I read more books,
I write more personal thoughts and feelings
I watch more different genre of movies
I argue less
I talk less
I hold my feelings now

somehow i think that it is good for me to do those things, but, i feel... i'm a lttle numb about my surrounding... SIGH!